A Tired Day ?
Yeah, it is.. 9 a.m in the morning I woke up and drove to college to meet up the group members. Preparing to do something you'll never expect me to, I went to the Orphan's house ! o.O
I'm not really into kids and I was like kids kids, wtf. Until one of them, a 15 years old kid played the piano. HOLY CRRRRRRAP ! He can played really very well, There's a vid of the kid playing and I'll upload it as soon as I got it from FAFA. I'm touched at that moment because of the song he played is my kind of song... something like what you're listening in this blog now. Well, I controlled my tears, lol.
Holding the camera for 5 hours non-stop is kinda tiring, uploading the photos is even tiring I guess, I spent almost 4 hours to upload only 1 photo in my flickr. STREAMYX you Rox !
Opps, trying to set self timer and I thought I'll be fast enough for 3 secs.
Jone Poh, babinya
Jone was trying with my 450
And I took him as the experiment model.
mana Jone?
Lens Spree =.=
Kinda <3>
He wished, and he will.
The favourite artist among them.
Hell no, I only knew these 2 cutie is not orphans. wtf i'm sorry, thier parents came to visit too.
But you're still lovely, be my girl (:
Totti trying to learn basketball.
cac-tus.
The fav.
Uploading more on,
but still thanks to streamyx, still uploadingggggggggg
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Day number xx,
I'm being so straight forward in this post, I'm not gonna put it all in my heart, aching me all the time. Read this or stop reading, it's on your own.
I still can't face the fact, that it actually happened so fast. See-ing someone you loved walked away and holding someone's hand beneath the moon is something simply too ridiculous. This is the third time continuously i met this case in my life, I couldn't imagine what's next in this life circle. I actually acted weird nowadays, I can't control my mind. Halfway doing my assignment, I can even simply throw my stuffs. Even my favourite MB, I actually threw it on the floor in the class and I asked myself ; " What happened ? " . Splitting personality is slowly formed in me I guess, I'm trying to get control in me before it getting worst. I made a decision, stop having any contacts with her might help? and I even stop facebooking which I'm doing every single hour in my life. I know it's hard, but I really doing this for myself this time, it's time for me to being selfish. I'm just being too soft hearted since the day I learned ABC. But, it just not shown on my face aight? It's time for me to learn how to be a hard one, change me change me. But still, trying so hard not to think about her is kinda hard for me. this LOVE stuff made me goes round and round.When comes to love, I shall call it :-
L anguage
O f
V ain
E 'nside
I am still wondering, how true those people can be when they fell in love. 10% , 20%, 90% ? Or just none. I couldn't find the exact answer in myself here. So... argh.. fuck it, I'm not gonna get an answer either. I'm so gonna start my assignments now, and tomorrow is the day to go to the orphanage house ! Be prepare for the photos !
p/s : I'm sorry to being so straight, I'm just simply miss you too much ( In case you read this )
Friday, June 12, 2009
One Last Wish
If I had a chance to do whatever I can, I would wish for one last chance, to tell you 'I love you' in front of you for the last time. Sometimes, a lot of things should be just kept in heart maybe. I'd suffer myself than ever letting you to. Changing the past helps nothing. Facing you, I'd nothing to say. God made me this way, just be.
p/s: wished you best of luck in you two (:
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Early in the morning, I woke up after 4 hours sleeping and the first thing is, I freaked out from the dream i've dream last night. It's about you again. Peoples around me just kept on asking me to walk away, but I just can't stop thinking. I want the old days back, I've changed alot because of you. I really do... Why just can't you feel it.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
爱是断了线的风筝
Wanna know what I did today? o.O it's kinda unbelievable, fly a kite man.
It's been a loooong time since I last fly my kite. If I'm not mistaken, it was back in year 1998 was my last kite i flew. Today ! We went to Klang to find our childhood memories, hahah !
Me, Joseph, Sophia, Moses, Daniel, Siew Yun ! LOL, cannot fly one, cb.
Batman =.=
Moses, x blh naik la sohai !
Eh, budak ni. x blh naik try la next time, jgn la beri style mcm babi blh x?
*How much I wished,
the pain you felt can be fly away like the kite.
Everything I do, I do it for you.*
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Call me Keryi or call me fool,
Talk to me when you are cold;
I'll stand by your side with all my soul,
Wishing you in a better know.
(:
Sunday, May 31, 2009
1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
neck
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
It's 5 pm !
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
If im not wrong, Jessica.
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Kinda.
5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Nope
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yes
7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
Myself, I'm serious.
8. What does your last text message say ?
Her, and it's private.
9. What are you thinking right now ?
Messy
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Yes, but impossible.
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
3am
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Japan, A Bathing-Ape
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Nobody
14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Cherish
TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. Cherish Lim
2. Joseph Phuah
3. Sophia Tan
4. LuLu
5. Jeff
6. Moses Ng
7. Vinkita Chalam a.k.a Dj Sense
8. Jia Hui
9. Cheryl Yong
10. Michelle Phoon
15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
2 and 3 (:
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
female
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
sigh, i dunno la.
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
Mass Comm
20.Is no.4 single ?
Ini I x tau
21. Say something about no.2 .
Tinggi
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
Sophie and Mousi ! hahahhaha
23. Describe no.9
caring
24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Always one la.
25. Do you like 8 ?
Like all of 10
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Today, I found out how to describe my feeling in the other way. It's like telling story about a old man who is laying down on the bed in hospital. Having some disease which is suffering on the bed and the doctor is still finding the way to cure.
People said, the patient who are suffering on the bed and have 5% or chance to recover. Might as well end the life of the patient on the bed than letting them suffer day by day. But, who wants somebody who is related to us leave this world so easily, rather than hurting them self watching someone of theirs suffering on the bed and waiting and hoping there is a chance to cure.
I can only describe my feelings with this, I've no idea how to explain in the other way. I'm yet still hoping there's light still lid in this life, I know it's there and I know it's getting less and less than before.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
The time is slowIt's kinda hard for me these days without you, I wonder how this happened and I would never wish this happens. I really wish things will get better sooner or later, I would rather hurt myself than to ever see you cry. I just want you to be happy..
Good luck in your mid term tomorrow, loves.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
There's a question with no answer, why god always wants to take it away when I have something beautiful with me. I just don't understand. I'm totally lost, take what you want you so called god, just take whatever makes you happy !
Sunday, May 24, 2009
The Traveller Did you ever be or felt like a traveller in the middle of no where ? Well, I'm facing this right now for the second day. Imagine a traveller without water supply, tent and camel is trying to survive in the middle of the desert, in my case, I'm a so called traveller which is with low cash supply, without a room to stay, and without any transport trying to find a way to solve the root of the problem which is ....
" The electricity had stop by the TNB " Tonight, is another night for me. Thinking where to sleep, I'm now in the class with my bag which contains my MacBook / towel / phone charger / college stuffs / toothbrush and my shirts. Oh geeez, its so heavy holding this shit around with me. No one stays in ss17 and another break in happened again. 3 pair of shoes gone, WTF.
I'm tired but don't know where to sleep.
Just .... wish me luck tonight ):
Thursday, May 14, 2009
I'm just trying to be a part of you.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Days back in hometown .
2 more days, I'm way back to subang and going to Penang on Saturday with Joseph, Sophia and VH. Can't wait till the day. I'm bored here in KB, geez help !
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Hey peeps, I am leaving Subang tomorrow (:
Had a nice drink with Ssense, Patrick ( MOS Resident Dj ), Jacky ( MOS ex-Marketing Manager ), and also Joseph, Chyweng and Moses just now in Coco Banana. Enjoyed the drinking session and felt like don't wanna go back KB so much. It's a fucking dead town there and I hardly can online there. Just if I'm staying in my uncle's house and only I can online and updating here ):
So much to do when I'm back in KB soon, My identity card, change my Maxis plan, Renew my driving license etc. duh ! It's late, just finish packing my luggage once I came back from Coco. It's time for bed or I'll miss my flight tomorrow.
Ciao (:
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
I .... am speechless
I guess, my mom is on PMS. Called and suddenly scold me about my ticket again, since the day I bought my ticket and it was 1 week after my holiday, and she said it's ok. But now she suddenly called and never ask about anything, straight away shoot me. WTH, I done nothing wrong and she made my mood down and down again.
It's another boring night, I was chit chatting with Moses in the car.
Me : " Ses, why we always come out with all the dicks, when was the last time we come out and there's girl around us ? "Moses : " Yeah, we come out and play pool with dicks, we go drink with dicks, we go watch movie with dicks, we go play dota with dicks, we go shopping also with dicks. Why don't you ask your girl friends out? "Me : " Summore only dicks will come to find us always =.=, ask girls out? Who? Ridzuan's Ah Gua consider as girl? "Moses : " Jesus, we are turning G** man ! "Me : " I can't believe we actually live dicks, go out also with dicks. "Moses : " OK we reached home, go home and stone again "Me : " Diu ~ "LOL, I know it's a sad conversation for guys. But this is my life, who ask us to be poor... no money no entertainment ):
BTW, I'm still hoping my mom is not worrying me. Geez, god help her please.
Monday, April 20, 2009
H O M E . a l o n e
It's been a long time since the last time i update this blog with photos, ahh ! All the photos is in Sophia's camera ! Yesterday was a boring night, duh. I was thinking what to do if I go home when I was in Starbucks. I'd simply shout here and there if I'm bored at home, but I can't do that in public, ahaks! At last me and Mousi went back home and continue watch "Australia", but but ... end up the same case as last time i watch it. I watched half way i felt sleepy and I slept, Geez ! I could'nt finish the movie ay!!!
Well, trying to find some photos in my MB to post and keep it up-to-date. This is only what I found on my side.
Mushie / Me / Jo (:
Moses / Chalam / Jo / Me !
LOL xD
Jo / Mushie / Bell or BUGSY / Siapa tu? / Mic Phoon
p/s : MUSHIE, I WAN PHOTO(s) !!!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
S I L E N C E
T h e V o i c e O f L o n i l i n e s s
Do you ever feel, the real loneliness or emptiness in yourself, the spirit of darkness grasp you at your shoulder, that imagination of someone's that you need is right beside you ? It's scary, as the surroundings are empty, and what you listen from your ear is just the sounds of the '' crickin' '' crickets and your very own breath, ' HmmmmH Hmmh ' .
That's how and also what I felt for this very moment. I, fear the voice of silence. They haunt you in the past and grab hold of your sight, filled with Grey tone in it. Flatting down your life, giving you no chance to see the light. But ! I am not gonna let this continue, and I tried and tried .... Hoping that someone would give me chance in my life. But, it never happens.
I've made my choice, and I'll never give away any chances that will make me and my life back into track. No matter how hard it is, I gonna walk out this dark silent room, and continue to lead myself back into the track by myself.
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Girl, You Are My Illusion of Light.
QUOTE : Girl, You are my illusion of light.Girl, you, she, illusion, lights.
Words that I used in this sentence contains everything.
Illusion of Lights (IoL) is the most beautiful thing in this world for me,
Illusion, is the word represents the sound of how much i wanted you
but you're just only my real life fantasy.
Of, represents the expression between a part.
Light, is the word represents the path in my life.
Girl, You but no one else.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
It's been a long long time since my last update, and now I'm here with the sound of
SIGH(s)
A Big BIG
BIG sigh for me...
Damn ! I'm now totally lost my way in my life, I felt like I'm nothing at all to live in this world. First of all, I can't catch up my studies while (they) used to be my classmate and they are now ..... ( I don't know how many semester(s) I'm slower than them) .
One sentence I've made today in the class which I told Patrick
" It's not that I'm lazy to draw, It's not I don't wanna draw; FUCK ! I'd no idea how and how to draw ! "Yeah, I know I'm not good and I should put more effort on it, but I'd try and It's really hard for me to catch up.
I felt like stop studying, but I don't know what should I do if i really stop it. I can't find the answer in myself for this question. Well, I don't know who should I talked to when I'm really stressed. At last I called my mum and talked to her.
Actual Mood : Fucked
Up / Stressed
Up /
Feels like shit. Nothing Else Matters
Friday, March 27, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
It's Sunday...Planned to go to Starbucks to get my assignments starts but then, rained heavily and i slept until 8pm. fuck it.
Well, Melvin dragged me and Joseph into WoW. I'm still using a trial account, but i'm not so into WoW...I guess i'm not going to continue it. I wanna get into my studies (:
Days and days, i could'nt find a good time to blog. So much to tell and yet i got no time to tell.. Musshie is coming back tomorrow ! :D
And chinwei came to KL few days ago and i brought him to MOS. Bumped into a girl that Sense , Whats the name again......... Owh...Damnit i forgot her name. :x
I should start my assignment tomorrow. Digital Design ! I must get them done by Tuesday and also Typography lesson. So
STRESSED you know!
*I'm lazy to upload photos of my life, i'll make a February photo album when I'm free*
Good night SUNDAY (:
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
It's just came so sudden, I thought i've got over it everything about you. But ..... there's one thing i missed out. It's to tell you that i'm glad that you left for your happiness.
No matter how far or how near, wherever you are, I'm here waiting. I miss you when you're gone, that is what i do everyday silently. Colors that glowing in my life was only illusion after the day you left, and i don't know, i was living under the lens of having black and white behind under my iris.
Days that I spended with you in mind, it's all in Sepia mode. Tears that dripped, that dipped into my eyeballs are all tasteless. I'm still being controlled under my fear. I can't find any track that you left in reality, but i can see every single of them in my eyes with my heart.
How're you recently, i don't know what happened in your life. I never step into your blog nor social network profile since the day you left. I'm afraid of it, but it happened now altough i din't do that. I lost control...
I wore the birthday present you gave me on yesterday night, it was the first time it fit into my body. They looks perfect dear, thanks.
i miss her....so much
Keryi,
12:21pm ( by birthday number)
Feb, 20 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
It's Valentines. So what? I said, it's just a normal Saturday for me. Valentines is a day which every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones, all in the name of St. Valentine. But who is this mysterious saint and why do we celebrate this holiday? The history of Valentine's Day — and its patron saint — is shrouded in mystery. But we do know that February has long been a month of romance. St. Valentine's Day, as we know it today, contains vestiges of both Christian and ancient Roman tradition. So, who was Saint Valentine and how did he become associated with this ancient rite? Today, the Catholic Church recognizes at least three different saints named Valentine or Valentinus, all of whom were martyred.
One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men — his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.
999 Roses, Expensive dinner, Cool rides, Fucking expensive chocolate for her, etc.
As people who is single or they are couple, it's not some fucking special day for valentines. As long as you love him/her so much, you wouldn't care how much he/she fucking spends on you but how much he/she fucking give her/his heart to you. I don't mean that him/her don't need to spends on you but it's just the heart which is meant for you. For me if i'm not single,
Everyday is Valentines :))
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Saturday, February 07, 2009
I'm trying on this new blog, the main reason i changing this is to make things easier. It's a site that contains my personal profile and also blog all in one.
All my friends, please link another me to this blog, keep the blogspot link in your list. I'll still using that.
Thanks (:
MY BLOG(s)
-BLOGSPOT
http://keryi.blogspot.com
-UCOZ
http://keryi.ucoz.com
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Batman =.=
Moses, x blh naik la sohai !
Eh, budak ni. x blh naik try la next time, jgn la beri style mcm babi blh x?
